Thank You

[Adam Christian / Halo]

I'm not even sure what to say or feel right now, so I'll start with the facts. Friday night I had a party to welcome my new roomate, Buck Darkhorn, who, through his public access show is one of the largest and most humble supporters of the Pgh goth and underground scene. I spent over $120 of my own money on supplies for it. I invited well over one hundred people, via handouts and email.

Three people showed up and promptly left before ten o'clock.

Most of my friends have shown so much support for me through the various ordeals I've dealt with in my life and I won't let that go unforgotten. I wish that I could blame myself for the lack of attendance, because it is true that because of my bipolar disorder, I have borderline split personality and sometimes I can be a true dickhead*. But I would think that my actions over the years have  be far more outweighed by the lengths I have gone through to be a good person and true friend. I'm glad to see that that has paid off.

I am truly sickened by the fact that the definition of friendship that seems to be most popular among you is a brief, shallow exchange of pleasantries and a hug at the upstage-of which I won't deny my own guilt. Not to mention, DO NOT EVEN tell me that the upstage sucks and that there is nothing to do in this town.

That's all I have to say. Thank you again. And yes, I am getting very drunk right now. Also, look forward to seeing my full withdrawl from the Pittsburgh goth scene.

*if you think that I am using my illness as a cop out or lame excuse, please come and discuss that with me in person anytime-1818 larkins way# 15203.

Adam Christian / Halo
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